Making a spear for my first cosplay of Judith from tales of vesperia. I’m so excited. I’ve never made a prop weapon before and I think it’s turning out good so far :)
3 years ago vs now I must say it feels great to have lost over 80lbs. I weight about 240lbs. It was then when I decided to make a change. I didn’t like how I looked or felt at that weight and had to do something about it. It feels great to be able to put pants i haven’t worn since grade 10 on and they are too big.
It’s bad that I can say in used to it when I get rejected, but it’s true, but apparently 21 years of rejection isn’t enough. I’m seriously done being toyed with. I’m not a fucking game! I’m a human being for fuck sakes -_- if you were in it from the start don’t lead me on, I’ve been through it enough.
No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to have a guy stick around longer then 2 months. They just seem to drift away and stop talking to me or stop asking to hangout. And it really sucks. I just want to be in a relationship and see what all this hype is about. I’m 21 and I’ve never been in a relationship.
Is there something wrong with me??I also don’t want to have sex unless I’m in a relationship……. Do the math.